I have read a lot about Christmas recently and the closer we get to the day, I am starting to hear more about it. One brother told us that we only hurt ourselves by not celebrating Christmas. That we lose opportunities to talk to others about Jesus if we close our doors to Christmas. I want everyone to know that I love Jesus more than anything or anyone else (Jennifer included - - it's o.k., she knows). I am in awe of Him. I thank God for His Lordship AND His salvation on a regular basis, multiple times a day. I just don't celebrate Christmas. In the past, I have been called a "heathen" for not celebrating Christmas (and this by folks that live a lot closer to the "heathen" line than I care to venture). I have been told, on numerous occasions, that I lose opportunities to share Jesus by not celebrating Christmas. I don't understand that; I live for Jesus and have opportunities 24/7/365. What does "lose opportunities" mean, anyway? Recently, after what I thought was a WONDERFUL lesson by young master Jacob regarding worship, we were told of a conversation where one asked: Can't I stand in awe of God without standing? Can I "sing hallelujah to the Lord" without raising my hands? I suppose so, that is why I ask - can I celebrate Jesus without celebrating Christmas? I don't have any horrible Christmas stories, some pretty funny ones actually. I celebrated Christmas before I surrendered to the Lord. That may be the biggest part of it for me. I came to Jesus, on His terms. I learned of Him. I have learned to trust Him, to believe His word, to live for Him. I want to praise Him, to serve Him, to be given completely to Him. I have surrendered, poured out myself, and strive to fill myself back up with Him. I don't want to imagine life without Jesus. He was born, He lived, He died - HE IS RISEN!!!!!! All of that matters. All of that means everything to me. All of that is why I have hope, why I have joy, why I have peace. I celebrate that every day. I live to celebrate it every moment. Sometimes I wake up in the middle of the night. I'm not having prostate problems, I just hear a noise or get stirred about something (dog, cat, child coughing, Jennifer yelling in her sleep...). I lay still and make sure the house is not on fire and I say a prayer. A short, simple, silent prayer to my Father. Thanking Him for my Lord. I know what it means to be "outside" of Christ, that is why I am so grateful to God for Him allowing me to be "in" Christ. Sometimes I could just explode... this is the most amazing, most wonderful, most exceptional life imaginable. I am redeemed and I have a Lord in Christ, Jesus. I will celebrate Him, everyday. So, just to let you know - - I won't be offended by someone saying "Merry Christmas". - I won't be offended by someone wearing green, red, "Ho Ho Ho" shirts, etc. - I won't be offended by someone having a Christmas tree, party, decorations, meal, picture made... - I won't be offended by someone celebrating Christmas. I hope you won't be offended by me, because I don't. I love you. Michael If you must strive, strive for Jesus. |